If you think of committing suicide now, please stop. Rethink about it. Never ever let  this happen to you. I don’t know who you are, why you are reading my article, but I can guess you are having trouble now and you might consider to end your life. This idea is suicidal. You know what, I experienced this once already. And I am regret about it. I can say that I was so lucky that I could pass through this horrible thing. When you die, you don’t know that you dead. It’s difficult to those who love you only.